boo.

this is the first week i've ever been without the beast for more than 2 days. i miss him. i don't know what to do with my life without him being around all the time. i used to waste a whole lot of time before him, that i have realized.

mi madre came down on wednesday and took him for an indefinite amount of time until i can recover from my lovely shinanigans. after being in the hospital on tuesday with stabbing death pains in my abdomen/pelvis{with the beast i might add, i couldn't get a hold of levi at school... i was having a severe breakdown when he finally did show up 2 hours later}i was diagnosed with an ectopic pregnancy and was ordered not to move for several days and that the chemo-like medicine they gave me would make me extremely nauseous {which it did. i haven't eaten a normal meal since monday}. thank goodness for fabulous people like mary-anne, sarah, lyndzie and my family who have brought me meals and taken my cute thing away so i could lie in bed and sleep.

also thank goodness that my child is a perfect angel for other people. at least that's what they all say. no breakdowns, no missing mom, he is happy as a clam without us for a couple of days. it makes for easy hand offs, but i do wish he cared a little more lol i guess i can't complain about it too much though.

here's to hoping my medicine is working, so i can go back to being a normal human being who gets dressed and eats.